???????

My entire life is one giant question mark right now, with absolutely no definitive answer. Anymore, I can hardly decide what to eat for lunch or what color to paint my nails.

I need to do some serious soul searching (How does one achieve this? Climbing a Tibetan mountain? Answer, please.) . I feel as though I can succeed in whatever I put my heart to...but what will it be? Why can't I decide? On anything!

The question of the future draws the biggest blank, as I, for some (also unknown) reason, cannot currently differentiate between what path is going to either make me happy, what will make my loved ones happy and what is going to impress others.

Class of '09

I never thought the day would come, but it turns out I am actually graduating in July. Well, technically I will be walking 'cross the stage in a dorky over-sized robe (which I will more than likely trip on -- long robes and a height deficiency do not make a good team) on August 15th, but I will be 100% DONE with classes on July 10th!

Although I have literally been ready and waiting for this day since I first stepped foot into my kindergarten classroom, I have a huge HUGE problem: I still have absolutely no idea what I want to do once I graduate.

Okay, that is a partial lie. I do have a short list of post-graduation essentials:
-Do absolutely nothing for at least a week or two (there is talk of a secluded beach resort vacation...I DESERVE THIS)
-Get a dog (this is already pending)
-Get a job
-Move to unknown location
-Ummm...
-Uh....


Yeah. I have basic ideas of what I want to do and where I want to live but for some reason, although four months away from a date I have literally fantasized about for 18 years, I cannot zero in on one specific plan.

CLEARLY, there is only one way to decide my future. Let's go to the polls....the e-polls that is. Designed by yours truly.


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SICKY ICKY

Y'all.

I am sick.
Again.
This time it is some sort of fun sinus infection/strep combo.

Normally I am an incredibly healthy young lady, and according to the white blood cell count test I got a the doctor's today, I still am.

So why have I had:
A stomach virus
upper respiratory infection
laryngitis
the flu
the cold
and now whatever the fuck is going on now

IN UNDER TWO MONTHS?

After my visit to the doctor today, we can rule out AIDs or being pregnant as a contributing factor.

SO WHAT IS IT?

Is it that my new house and my respiratory tract aren't getting along?
Or is it that I'm working 50 hours a week and go to school full time while still attempting to maintain some sort of social life?

I eat well, take my vitamins, drinks tons of water and hot tea but it only gets worse.

It's really starting to fuck with my head. Besides work and go to school (which still prove to be incredibly taxing throughout all this), all I do is lay in bed and try to feel better. No one wants to hang out with me or try to make me feel better...I don't blame them, what a downer. My dad says to stop complaining and my mom says she would take care of me but she can't afford to catch whatever I have. RUDE. I'd really like to get out of the house instead of sit in bed, cry and have a major pity party but I don't want to go to a smoky bar or get drunk; I doubt either of those things would make me feel better, but it seems there's not much else to do in Denton.

The only person who has really been there for me through this is my dad's girlfriend (how weird/sad that she is the only person who has asked me if she should come over and help me) whom I just got off the phone with. I need to start thinking healthy thoughts and know this won't last forever she says. I have an immune system and I will get better.

I will get better!

Won't I?